Jun 30, 2025

WHY IS IT SO HARD TO BRIDGE OUR DIFFERNECES



Our core values and beliefs are often a mystery to us. We are not generally encouraged to actually take a close look at such things much less understand what they are and how they affect every interaction we have. Even when you've taken time to understand yourself better you may from time to time have to clarify or review what your values and beliefs are; they can evolve/change through knowledge and experience - growth. Through your actions as well as words what you genuinely value is what you most often communicate, but if upon reflection you find more and more your actions/words are not in sync with your core beliefs, then it is probably time to step back and evaluate. 

Yes, we are responsible for what we communicate to others. No, it is not another's fault for your choice of actions or words. A question we can ask is, "Am I acting on this because of my beliefs or someone/something else?" In the answer we may find that in some cases our actions or words aren't appropriate for or conflict with what is at the center of our core beliefs and therefore may cause confusion for ourselves as well as for others. Maybe we are responding through values and beliefs that are not wholly ours for various reasons. Or possibly our once held values have changed because we are not one dimensional beings; we grow and evolve. Whatever the case, it may be time for some self-reflection.

Approaching relationship with an intent to be open and honest, and with an initial expectation that others are doing the same is very helpful in initiating first contact. This provides grounds to grow a mutual trust/respect. It can also expose dishonest intent on the part of the other or even yourself. Either way if you allow yourself to put forth your best image so that understanding can grow, you will have a better chance at understanding where the relationship can or cannot grow. Know that not everyone wants to be open and honest with you much less "friends" or "friendly". It is okay to agree to disagree and to walk away. Alternately, another may very much want to be open and honest with you, but could care less about you, who you are and what you believe or value. For whatever reason we all have our self-absorbed moments; some more than others. There is a time to decide if continuing forward in any relationship is the most beneficial choice for both of you or a group, but most especially for you, as you are the only one who can decide for you. Again, it comes back to what you value because in the end a relationship cannot flourish without understanding and a level of acceptance of each other's values. How badly do you want/need the relationship is the question you need to ask yourself. And what are somethings I can put into place/practice to keep things as respectful as possible.

For example in the matter of first contact, being yourself is best practice, but that doesn't mean 'wear your heart on your sleeve' or 'spill your guts'. First, have some idea of who you are what you truly believe, so that if something counter to your core beliefs and values arises you are better prepared for responding in an appropriate manner, or at least one that allows for keeping the doors open until you've determined whether or not you're sticking around. In other words, be aware of your "triggers".  We may have heard that one great line for keeping doors open is, "I hear you", with perhaps the addition of "but I currently do not agree with you. However, I will take time to think about what you've said, maybe we can revisit it another time." As things are presently, I've found the line, "I hear you," has become an easy exit or a sort of brush off rather than honest response, so be clear. Of course it's the manner in which you say it also. That said, you must be willing to do what you say and at some point, be responsible for revisiting the disagreement open and honestly with the other/s. At the very least you may be able to better understand where they are coming from or have further questions to clarify and understand. Sometimes there will be no resolving the differences or points of view and here is where you may agree to disagree on a point/s and hopefully understand or move beyond it and if need be, walk away when that's not agreeable to you and/or the other. 

Moving beyond, let's say there is at least the beginning of mutual understanding; perhaps some level of respect in the first meeting, here is where you may want to do a quick check on your values and beliefs and still think about what risks you are willing to accept before proceeding. Small conflicts can be accepted if there is a ground of mutual understanding. Sometimes these may be the things you each kid each other about, but accept because of the respect you share for other things. If you the concerns are raising become a bigger conflict, allow the other to address that. Again, be honest and respect that they have their own set of values and beliefs. That is OK. We don't have to be friends with everyone and everyone doesn't have to be your friend. What we can do is respect that fact and try our very best to have a mutual understanding of each others point of view. Not an acceptance of but an understanding that for now at least this is who we are, this is who they are and whatever comes of it is what must be. It is not the end all, remember we are capable of growing and evolving but most do this at their own pace and some never will. In the end walk away respectful of the other person without diminishing who you are or what you believe and let that lay the groundwork for whatever may come.



Jun 22, 2025


OUT ON A LIMB

Crawled on a limb
and found myself out
Wondered how long
I could stay
Stretched my neck
to see what it was up to
Didn't know if
I should say
Got knots in my stomach
chasing butterflies
Realized that
they should be free
Lay against the wall
to get my back up
Thought this
is no place to be
Raised up my hands
til' rain poured like blood on
Knew this
would be a long day
Plucked a raw nerve
and it was a hit
but decided it
wouldn't play
Flexed a muscle
just to watch it move
Figured there
wasn't much to see
Hammered a doornail
til' it was dead as
Dead as
something could
be
like this thread
with no place
to flee








Art

This play of
Unfolding dreams
Momentarily suspended
Imaginings



Art

Existence recognized
Temporal yet infinite
Yearning spirit 
Our immortality

Art

Discoveries reflected
Self and culture
Mirror to
Our own creation



Art

This path
Seeking answers
A question
Drawn somewhere

Art

Music sung
On pulsing canvases
Scrolled language
In dancing colors

Art

Frolicking in
Our minds
Laughing at the thought
Of understanding

Art

Clothed in madness
Sanity
Dressed for the party
Fashionably

Art

Once empty
The canvas unfolds
Mixing hues
Become alive

Art

Subject to your muses
Your brush
Your place in time
Your desire


Dec 17, 2018

Reflections on a Christmas message



 

Reflections on a Christmas message...

 


Yesterday’s question from the pastor was why are we so often “unprepared” for this day, this season which we know comes at the same time, the same day each year; it does not change with celestial signs or seasons. We marvel at how quickly it comes upon us on the same day, in the same month, with the same season and without fail. Despite all we do, it inevitably comes.

Some of us rush headlong chasing the days as if we might somehow lose sight or be left behind if we do not keep up. Others try to hide in the months, weeks, days preceding pretending that we can somehow eke out another hour to hold its coming at bay. And some simply create ways to ignore it all together or push it aside chasing other pursuits. Yet, it still comes regardless of the means by which we approach it, this celebration of new life, of hope, of grace and joy. Christmas happens despite all our racing forward, denials, or ignoring.

It is a day set aside to remember and rejoice over a “gift” freely given by our Creator to draw us out of darkness into light, into relationship once again with Him. It is a time to reflect on the bountiful harvest He has provided in our lives, the richness and beauty of all He has created for us. It is a season of opportunity to leave darkness, sin, behind as we embrace His light and truth. It provides a time to share all this with our families, friends, communities.

Christmas brings us face to face with loss and gain, sorrow and joy, want and wealth, tears and laughter, darkness and light, while we struggle with the knowledge that WE are the reason for this season. We are are why He was born, lived as and among us, and sacrificed all so that we would have life abundant through a restored relationship with our Father. Christmas was never, nor is it for the Christ. It is for us to regain hope, experience joy, and know peace through the mending of our broken relationship with God.

However we choose to celebrate the season or day does not diminish the truth of the meaning behind the celebration. Beyond celebration we express thanksgiving acknowledging all that we have had, now hold and will have provided by our Creator. It is a time when we seek and release joy, discover unexpected moments of that joy in each day and help those held by darkness see a ray of hope while remembering that our griefs prove how blessed we have been and that hope is restored as we allow new joys to enter in, not erasing the past but extending our blessings.

Yet, in this season of good will and celebration, are we prepared to face the “day after?” Will we live as though it never happened? Will we carry a part of it with us for a time until, like forgotten New Year’s resolutions, we let it fade away? Will we grieve over it’s passing, never fully understanding its meaning? Or will we allow the gift to be magnified in and through us as we make our way through another year?

The true meaning of Christmas is never changing. How we choose to express, celebrate or even ignore it all is our choice and our understanding of the truth that does not change despite us. 
For God so loved the world, each one of us, that He gave us His only Son, the Christ, as a living sacrifice for us to restore our broken relationship with Him.


We are the reason for the season. Christ is our gift, freely given. The gift is ours to accept or reject, but the love with which it is given cannot be diminished nor denied. It is eternal. When we learn to humbly and graciously accept the gift, then we can fully experience the joy of seeing God magnify it through us and others.




Sep 7, 2013

Gone Nautical





Don't know what's got into me, but it seems I've gone nautical. Appropriate subject for water mediums, I guess.





 This small yupo work was part of a "Float Your Boat" (Tracy Budd - Teacher) class attempt. There's a mate I hope to finish before too long.





I don't know if I like making the papers that lie underneath or playing with simple shapes to create an abstract out of something real. Still working on this one.



 Got more "baking" in the studio.

Aug 19, 2013

Does My Memory Serve Me?


Is it the memory that serves me

Or is it the other way ‘round…?

For the greater part of those shades

That falter in and out of reflective moments

Seem more fantasy than actual reality.

And I often ask myself

Who’s recollective thoughts are these?

Additionally,

Many question the validity of circumstances

Conjured up yester-tales

from my mind’s storage facility

which I must confess is rarely tended to,

dusted off or wandered through.

Because,

To tell you the truth,

It is a great effort for me

To muster up the energies

Required for walking in the present…

Not that I have anything against yon Past,

But as I’ve stated,

It seems more fiction in the re-telling

than a factual account of  history.

And there it is;

Perhaps it may be true of any recounting,

That what is imprinted
 
On one’s neural tissues
 
Is merely our translation of a moment

Drawn by memory’s hand

To fit perception’s cubby holes where

Our histories lay waiting

To be knocked from their hiding places,

Perhaps shared or pondered and then set to rest

Again.

But not the same,

No never the same,

Because that’s the funny thing about

Re-reading the story some time later;

I’m never quite the same person

Experiencing that moment.

And so I ask,

Can I truly revisit the past?

I wonder,

But isn’t that another tale all together…

 

Jul 29, 2013

2013 Summer Update

Took 3 works to Bath County this past month for the annual juried show. While the mixed media works did not catch the judges eye, they did catch the fancy of two persons who bought Diatomic Uprising and Nevermore - YEAH! All in all it was an absolutely beautiful time for the artshow and for visiting Bath County. We stayed at the lovely Monterey Inn just up the road and wandered through the pastoral backroads enjoying the cool temperatures, soaking in the hot springs - baths and picnicing along the roadside. We will definitely be back in this area again.

Does My Memory Serve Me?

Is it the memory that serves me Or is it the other way ‘round…? For the greater part of those shades That falter in and out o...